Loves

Today is a day of much love.
Nee1 just get lovelier and lovelier. I love all my darlings in NEE1 =) We have a brillant "emo" worship session with the lights off today. I must say, God is with us, in this worship! Really hope that the girls are now more charged up for the battle ahead!

Let's remember that the battle is not won with our hands but on bended knees. We need to believe and ask God! Yes and amen!

Had a nice talk with Bestie after that. Yes, trust that she will really grow much in this period. =)

Could have blogged more, but after the phonecall with Gideon I'm too excited to blog!
God please bless me with the venue!

Loves

Today is a day of much love.
Nee1 just get lovelier and lovelier. I love all my darlings in NEE1 =) We have a brillant "emo" worship session with the lights off today. I must say, God is with us, in this worship! Really hope that the girls are now more charged up for the battle ahead!

Let's remember that the battle is not won with our hands but on bended knees. We need to believe and ask God! Yes and amen!

Had a nice talk with Bestie after that. Yes, trust that she will really grow much in this period. =)

Could have blogged more, but after the phonecall with Gideon I'm too excited to blog!
God please bless me with the venue!

Rest

Listening: I'm a woman

Cause I'm womannnn... w-o-m-a-n...haha! What a cute song...

Today is indeed a day of rest. Spent the earlier part of afternoon with jazz and indulging in a rather useless activity. Actually not so useless, I ended that part of the day, with a new Chanel handphone theme. Not so useless indeed. Someone please say bliss?

I'm easily contented ya... haha

Spent some time on my devotions and just worshipping. God is good =)

After much thought, I've decided to save up and get the keyboard myself. Aint gonna depend on my mum for such stuff. This would mean that, I will postpone, my lessons to next january. And considering, I plan to retired my debt, that would mean, I will be far far away from my chanel sneakers. =.= Ayes...

Plans are flexible. But what we need to obey, we obey.

I need to get new clothes.Aish. And a new hair cut. Aish.
When you are a 12 and can't seem to remember when is the last time you have a good hair day, you know you are in my shoes.

Hope of the world needs money, Chantel too.

A need a miracle from God, and much much discipline. MUCH.

She cried.

Tonight, Chantel cried, for his lost, her lost.
Every word that creep into her heart, tears.
They will come back, yes they will.
Doesn't matter if you don't understand for you don't have to.
You will when it's your time to know.

Tonight, Chantel remembered, beauty chase
The promised that was made, the convenant.
Her maker, her dreams,
His Child, His assurance
The reason, she keeps going.
Keeps going.

So immensely beautiful, it breaks her heart
how can it be?
The nights of long walks
The comforting silence
Lost. And so, she cries.

Prolouge

Listening: Canon in D (Piano Solo)

Like how all good story books begin with prolouge, Chantel's blog shall too start off in a more literary mode.

Life from this entry onwards, will be one, that is constantly seeking to develope a even more intimate relationship with my maker. Haven't been the most easy time of my life, yet I want to cling on to his truth and move on.

What to expect from this blog?
- Infinite amount of grammatical errors, (my lit teacher once commented my grammar for a lit student, is SUPREMELY unforgivable =.=)
-Manifestations of my little indulgences... hurs hurs
-Musings, affirmations...
-EMO poems.. hur hur...
yada yada yada....

Chantel smiles when....
- She plays the guitar and worship God
- Her itunes plays her favourite Jazz tune
- Her maker reminds her of visions, hopes and dreams, and envelopes her with his assurance
- She think about the JC ministry vision
- She eat Strawberry Shortcake, strawberry cheesecake, cheesecake!
- She sees beauty that captivates her and sweep her off her feet
- She knows new people who comes home to daddy
- her girls grew in their relationship with God
- She sees her favourite pair of Chanel Sneakers!

Chantel is looking forward to...
- Keyboard lessons and acquiring a yamaha keyboard!
- A good acoustic guitar, takamine?
- Spending time in the NLB reading bout Blues and Jazz and many many other books!
- Meeting up with Ah kum over a good drink
- Outtings with Girlfriends
- Rockclimbing with Earth!

Chantel needs...
- a metronome
- a hair cut
- facial
- many many new clothes
- to get fit *ahem* healthier
- to pierce her ears! haha

Chantel is currently busy with
- Christmas party planning!
- Many other planning
- Trying to find out where is the best deal she can get to learn keyboard hurs...


Life is not a bed of roses, but Chantel is glad that her maker holds her hand and walks with her. =)

I'm back!

I'm back to the blogging world! whee!
Exciting days head and more exciting post to come
Now I shall just take break first